Sigh sigh. Fan.. If I remember correctly, four person had left the guild during my last login. And I believe that during my next login (which I don't know when it'll be), I'll definitely see lesser people left in the guild. Less than 20, perhaps. Was 27 characters in Babylon2 all along, until this guild quest was released, making everyone so obsessed with it. Sigh. I seriously don't know what to say le. Don't know what to do either.

Lion isn't even logging in at all. What to do? I, as a guild member, can only see my beloved guild decreasing in number (the number of guild mates, I mean). I can't even do anything about it. And you know what? I actually dread logging in nowadays. Why? Everytime I logs in, I'll either see a decrease in the number of guild mates, or I'm the only person active in the guild. Sighs. This really puts me off. But I can't leave Babylon2 in the lurch, you know? I would have left the guild when Lion entrusted Babylon2 to me when he left for Hong Kong. But I couldn't. I already felt a sense of belonging to Babylon2 by then.

Sigh. I seriously don't know what to say lah. I'm feeling so frustrated, so helpless, useless etc. I just couldn't do anything about it. But still, if they really want to leave, I also got no choice lah. Worst comes still, like what I've always stressed, I'll be the only one still alive and kicking in the guild. Everyone can leave, but I'll stay on, no matter what.

Perhaps, you may think that I'm freaking foolish when I say these. Afterall, this is a pixelated world, isn't it? I actually fell in love with a pixelated world. Oh, sweet. What a joke it is! What a silly person I am.

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Just a useless Babylonian signing off.

[Adding on at 17:43]

Fan, "bu hao yi si", adding on something. =X If that phone call really brings good news to me, then I need your advice on many many stuffs already. >_<" Hope you don't mind.