Updates...

Today

Pray is the word.


Yesterday

Mum is back. =) And I'm still feeling guilty. I have totally failed as her daughter. I love her, and I do care alot for her. But I don't know how to express my love for her. I don't know how... I don't know.. I tend to keep things to myself. I have always wanted to show my concern for my loved ones. But I just can't bring myself to do that. I mean, in times of encouragement, much as I wanted to speak up, I can't. The words just can't come out of my mouth.

I know I'll most probably be seen as a person without feelings. On the other hand, I feel that even my two future sister-in-laws are more caring and concerned than I am. Yea, I know I'm way lousier than they are.

Sigh.


Friday

Finally bought the pair of heels that I had been aiming at. It's so sweet. ^^; Also, I'll be getting the DVDs of Heart of Greed, Dicey Business and On The First Beat either tomorrow or Thursday. =D After getting my hands on the first two dramas, I'll be cooping myself at home watching the DVDs and all eyes will be on Raymond Lam and Bosco Wong. My eyes, that is. =P

無懼傷心畫面
記住我共你相愛每一天
甜言蜜語背後絕不敢欺騙
是你讓我學會依戀
怎去為你奉送溫暖
我的心愛你未變
就算未記得十月十七天

第幾天　被當選
學懂戀愛要冒險
其實這份愛令我改變
或是我太眼淺
第幾天　被討厭
沒法再愛我因為早已被發現
其實我愛得瘋癲

曾越多少界線
以換我沒法洗去那污點
為何沒法接受絕不肯心軟
若結局注定難改變
討厭極我如常參戰
就算輸我也誓戰
但我極痛苦像墮入深淵

[ Oh Baby, do you know that,
you mean the whole world to me…
Now that you're gone,
I'm so empty without you…
What else can I do to make you stay?
What else can I do to make you love me? ]

PS. Credits to HY darling for the idea of the usage of blockquote. =)