I need a psychiatrist. =(
It's been more than a week, yet I couldn't forget what had happened.
I still vividly remember the sights.
I'm still afraid, though I know it's silly.
I dare not tell anyone about it, especially my family, for I know that they would say I'm thinking too much and tell me to not think about it, etc.
I wish it could be that easy.
However, I just couldn't do it.
This matter have got such a huge impact on my life.
Younger brother told me, "just don't think about it, like me. I've already put that behind me."
Brother, it may be easy for you. But that doesn't mean I can be like you as well.
I have tried not to think about it.
But I just can't. I really can't. You understand? No, I doubt anyone understands how I'm feeling.
It just... ain't easy.
I really don't know what to do...
Can anyone help me? =(