that lady.
the rants.

sweet desires.

sweet escapes.
the past is gone.
| Saturday, 6 September 2008
22:46

Actually I almost cried as we were walking under the dark towards the coffee shop. But I held back. I was actually looking at you, but you didn't noticed it. You did noticed I gone quiet though. Those thoughts just came into my mind as I looked at you. I wanted to let go of my hand. But you'd know something was wrong. I thought I could control myself, until we waited for the train to arrive. That was the first time since we got together. I know I scared you through my action. And I'm really sorry about that. I don't know what I could do now. All I could, is to say sorry..