That injured swan sure loves digging up my old wounds. >.<

Well, Pei Er and I took the same train the other day after our practice sessions in BBDC. She asked me a question in train and I knew what she's gonna ask. Sure, it hurts digging up the past. But I'm no longer thinking about it anymore. However, much as I wanted to forget the past, I still find it hard to. Actually up till today, I still avoid going to places where we've been before. While you may think I'm alright, I'm actually not. It still hurts going those places, but I just kept it within myself. So my dear friends, I know it's unfair, but please don't force me to visit those places alright? At least, not for now. I'm really trying hard to recover from all these. =(

As I was saying to Pei Er the other day, how nice would it be, if there's a surgery to remove unhappy memories.

I was advised by our 'future psychologist' to pen down my thoughts and feelings to fade those images. But I don't know what more I have to say. What I wanna say, I've already posted the other time. Hmm, perhaps I'll give it a thought.

Anyway, thanks girls. I know you cared. But don't worry, I won't cut my hair. =D

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