Life hasn't been a breeze for me since last week, or rather, since this semester. Isn't it just amazed to see how people have changed, so easily? Well, that's part and parcel of life. There's nothing you can do, and you just have to live with it. But how? I know myself well, that it ain't going to be an easy task for me. I admit I don't handle such situation well, too. Oh well, I'll just have to try to bear with it. I know and understand what everyone will say, but seriously, this isn't what can be done over a day. Time is the key.

Rather than forcing both of them to split, I should just retreat on my own. It's either take it or leave it. If no one wants to pair with me, I'm fine. I can do it on my own. That way, I don't have to beg - for partners. It's no difference whether I do it on my own or with the other partner-less person, since that person doesn't always do her work too.

Anyway, I realised there's no friends in poly that you're able to really confide in. To each his own. In poly, they only care about themselves. Otherwise, it's probably just a facade. With that, I'm seriously losing confidence in friendships.


I'm really sick and tired of all these shyts. It's really becoming a suffering and stress for me each time I go to school. Shouldn't students be happy going to school? Why then, am I not?

Labels: Disappointed, Down, Friends