It's the 2/4 day of the Jubilee Weekend. Having seen many going out to enjoy over themselves, I can only see myself a pathetic one staying at home.

And when your FDW asked about it, you know you're not going to feel good.

Sometimes, I can't help but feel loneliness overwhelmed.

How I wish..

Sighs.

Labels: Feelings, Holiday

Here's goodbye to the weekend once again. Oh by the way, my first "official" pay is in on Friday! Can you imagine the excited-ness in me? Seeked "advice" from brother and sister-in-law yesterday about the amount to give parents. Hehs. I thought what I had wanted to give initially was considered as a meager sum. Thank goodness, it was above what they gave. >.< And I'm able to reduce my expenses upon their suggestions. *gonna give the money to them in a few minutes' time. gosh, so pai sehhhh. >.<*

I think my insurance policies and education savings are really taking a toll on me. :( Oh well, but these are the necessities of life. All I can do now, is to scrimp and save. Slowly climb up the rank and with the "better" pay, I could better repay Dad and Mum. :)

Well anyway, I've already started planning for the trip to Taiwan next year! Heh heh. Gonna draw up a rough one to estimate the expenses. It's too early - I know, I know. But I'm just someone who will start doing / planning something that I really have interest in, no matter how early it is. Hah. :x I think it's possible to do a less than $2,000 one. Hopefully will be able to go lower than that. :)

I have no idea what got into me today, but someone, I feel that my grammar really do sucks today! =\

Labels: Ecstatic, Family, Holiday

Went CDC with YL to visit PE earlier on. Glad that things are fine at her side. Hope she'll be freed from these soon. :)

While chatting, I popped up the topic on Taiwan trip again. Haha. >.~ This time round, it's us - the besties' first trip together. Hopefully everything goes smoothly. Can't wait!

I'm getting enthusiastic each time I spoke about Taiwan. Haha! Yeah right, as requested, I'm gonna be the organiser again. *stressed* Well, but I gladly take up the role because I know I'll get appreciated this time round, unlike the graduation trip this year that's dampened but that s.

Oh man~ I'm so so looking forward. Never mind it's only July now - our trip is in March 2013 tentatively. It's never too early to start planning. :)

Labels: Friends, Holiday

Alright.. Back to reality.

Labels: Holiday, Past, Work

With barely less than two days to go, my itinerary is still in the to-be-confirmed status. =\ Still couldn't decide on the last day. Find it rather hard to plan too, since the shops doesn't open that early, and I've only had three free days on my own. Nonetheless, hopefully what I planned turn out to be okay. With that, I would like to say "thank you" to Jess. Thanks so much for always making me feel appreciated. From the day I started planning till last week when we met out to confirm the stuffs, she never failed to make me feel appreciated. Haa. That silly girl, always thanking me for planning this trip single-handedly. :)

Whereas, the other two of them? Nah, I don't think they'll ever feel appreciated, especially that someone whom I've always loathed. Totally treat me as if I'm invisible. Like what the hell, seriously. And the other one? Well, it's always the same thing. I don't wanna start the story over and over again. 自己心知肚明 can already. Perhaps if I have to say, it's nothing but disappointments again and again.

Whatever it is, I can only say I've no wish to see that someone again after the trip. I've never intend to ask her along in the very first place. It's the other one who's kpo to ask her along. Oh wait, she's your beloved, ain't she? Both of you just can't be apart for that short period of time, ya? I really don't understand why you have to include her in every plans I had. That's something I really detest, alright?

Anyway, enough of those. I'm just still wondering if I should bring the camera bag along. It's really bulky and it definitely an obstacle. -_- But, if I don't bring it along, the camera would have no protection and as brother said, "don't complain if your neck aches". Tsk tsk. Well, I just hope I don't exceed the baggage limit when I return. =X

Labels: Feelings, Holiday

I'm feeling an even stronger homesickness already, with just less than three days to go. It'll be the first time I'm away from my family. Though it's not very far (like 10 over hours' flight), but still, I'll definitely think of them all day, especially my beloved grandma. I feel really bad having to leave her for so long, when I know I'm the person whom grandma always look for, apart from Uncle Peter. Now that Uncle Peter has left us, I feel all the more obliged to stay by grandma's side.

It'll be a 10-day trip again this time round. To be exact, this is my graduation trip. I've always had the thought that I should go for a graduation trip before I start work. This is so, because, once I start work, I know I'll be buried under nothing but work and work. Thus, this is the best time to enjoy before I "sell" (err.. okay, I'd actually meant "devote". lol.) myself to the working industry. >.<

I'm so sorry, grandma. Please take good care of yourself, alright? And please, Uncle Peter, please do look after grandma in my absence, alright? I know you've always done that, and will continue to do so. :)

Labels: Family, Holiday

Final report submitted.
University application done.
Bills clearance done.
Resume not done & not sent.
Trains tickets for Taiwan not bought.
Taiwan trip itinerary not done.
Checklist for Taiwan trip drawn up - but 80% of stuffs not bought yet.
Room not tidied - for 6 months.

Okay. I'm busy like always. x_x

Labels: Busy, Holiday, Studies

Woke up early today for Uncle Peter's ritual. Thank goodness my eyebags aren't as heavy as yesterday's. >.<

Burnt the incense papers and I remember how fast and nicely spread it was when Uncle Peter's the one making it. Uncle Peter, it's been a lunar year since you left. You're so deeply missed.

Your best buddies were there today too. Did you see it? Really appreciate their coming. Although there were nothing they could do, but they still came. They just sat there and chat around with one another because only our family need to be involved in the ritual. Hope they won't feel neglected that we didn't really spoke to them. >.< All in all, thank you uncles for coming! :)

Was out for almost the whole day. Feel really bad that we've to leave grandma alone at home. No one to see and talk to, other than the maid. But I doubt the maid chatted much with grandma too. Am wondering if I made a bad choice on going for my graduation trip too. Because that will mean leaving grandma for 10 days. Brother doesn't chat with grandma. And with Uncle Peter's gone, I'm the only one who'll chat most with grandma. So ya.. :(

Labels: 17.01.2011, Family, Holiday