21.06.2015

不知不觉，已经一个月了。。

我还是好想你、好爱你。。

我还会不时地想起你。偶尔，眼眶还会带点泪。。

为什么总是让我经历这些。。？

我真的好累、好累。。

Labels: Feelings, Hurt, Misses

走进你房里找东西，却又不禁地忆起你。。这就是我不喜欢到你房里的原因。不知不觉，你已经离开了一年七个月零一天。但你无时无刻都没离开过我心房。。很多时候都不自觉地想起你。。想到你离开的最后那几天。。想到你多么的痛苦；还一度要我们让医生让你拔管。好心酸。。敬爱的叔叔，你别来无恙？

妈妈要我到你房里整理你的东西。。说，要是我不需要的话，就给女佣或丢掉。当然，我有万分的不舍。。尽管我知道留着也没用，但毕竟那些都是你的遗物。。都有你的回忆。我真不知道该怎么办才好。。:'(

Labels: 17.01.2011, Family, Misses, Reminiscence

The Chinese Million Star this week is really making my eyes teary. Okay, I admit, I've just switched on the television only. Heard the stories of three contestants; all dedicated to their loved ones who has passed away - all being succumbed by cancer. Somehow, I'm being reminded of Uncle Peter again. This week's theme - "My Music Profile" (literally). If I were to choose a story for this theme, no doubt, it'll be dedicated to Uncle Peter. ❤

Labels: 17.01.2011, Misses, TV

Dear Uncle Peter and Uncle Mao,

EPL 11/12 season kicks off tonight. Are you guys watching up there together? :)

Deeply missed* ❤

Labels: 17.01.2011, 26/03/2008, Misses

100th day. In a blink of an eye, it's 100th day since your passing..

Despite everyone saying there's no need to follow the "no bright clothes and golds" custom, I followed.. It's out of my respect to you, my dear Uncle Peter. You were great, really. I know these are all worthwhile.

You've never left my mind, even when I went for the Taiwan trip.. that's just how much you're missed.

Prayers since you were diagnosed with cancer.. and it never stopped even after you passed away. Today, it's the 100th day since you passed away. Hopefully my prayers are all heard.

Much as I wanted to, I can't.. I'm sorry I wasn't able to go today because I have classes. =(

You'll always be in my thought, Uncle Peter. ❤ *Deeply missed*


PS. I know Dad must've hated my nag for the past two weeks, lol. But all I wanted, was to make sure he called to arrange the ritual/prayer thingy with the master. (who asked him to keep delaying the call =P) I just want to ensure everything are properly arranged, that's all. >_<

Labels: 17.01.2011, Family, Misses

Facial again today. Met up with dear after that for some pre-school shopping. And dear was late! Humph! Must be taking revenge because I used to be late when I'm meeting him. =X Hah, nah.. He's explained already. =P

Haven't gone shopping with dear for quite some time already. And I'm really missing it.
=( Shopping today has led to a big hole in my pocket. =( Gonna wait till at least a month later before I could recoup the loss. But nevermind, it has been quite some time since I spent already. Besides, as dear said, those stuffs can last for quite some time. Oh, and I'm so so happy that I finally got myself that adidas bag that I longed for! It's so love. =D Actually pondered over whether I should get it or not, but thanks to dear's advice, I bought it in the end, together with my second piece of adidas jacket. But it's a display piece though. =( Well, guess I shouldn't have second thoughts the next time I see something that interests me. =X

On a side note, I must say that people these days are really getting more and more discourteous / ungracious (whatever with the same meaning). And this is based solely on my experience in less than six hours' time. I'm not gonna elaborate on it.

Oh, I've a sudden urge to type something. I miss you. And I miss my friends too. Hah. =X

Labels: Bad experience, Misses, Shopping

Hah, it was such a rare chance that aunt praise one's work. =D

So, I woke up rather early yesterday morning because I wanna do something. As mentioned in my previous entry, I went to "take a walk" at Jurong East near the Entertainment Centre. Well, I did have a motive for being there. =D I went to buy some ingredients for cookies-making. Didn't mentioned about that earlier because I know dear would "spy" on me and that would mean no surprise for him. Oh, and another surprise for dear. I actually got him something on Monday too. Hopefully he'll like it as well. =)

Hah, I feel that I'm always giving surprises to dear. =D

Dear still don't know about it till now. Hah. I'm actually having second thoughts about giving the cookies to him because he's having sore throat. =\ But I don't know when I'll be meeting him again since he'll be working everyday for the rest of the week. With aunt's praise, I hope he'll like the cookie that I made. A little disappointment here though. Uncle tried it at night and told me straight - "fail". And my confidence level was like totally gone down to the lowest level. =(

"Thanks", uncle. I was still thinking of making more stuffs this week. But your words really made me no confidence in making them. =(

Anyway, I spent the whole afternoon looking for recipes again. Found two which I think should be quite easy to make. Depending on my mood, might make a trip to the store again to get the required ingredients.

Oh, and it's dear's off day today! I'm so looking forward to seeing him. =D

Alright, I'm off! =)


And so, another half month's gone. Time flies. Another half month to go to enter our sixth month together. =)

Labels: 01.08.2008, Cookies, Misses, Surprise

Dear's currently working and I'm really bored. So I decided to do something as I remembered seeing something as I "cleared" my computer yesterday.



=)

Obviously this is an edited picture since both dear and I have never met in Maple before. Hah. It was such a coincidence that, dear sent his picture with an angel halo, in an arrow-shooting posture. And it so happened that I did have one such picture of my character too. Arrows from two characters hence struck the idea of this picture. =D Oh, and I just saw something too. It was really a coincidence that, both of our characters shares the same guild logo, though different in colour. Hehs.

And with regards to the above-posted picture, it's quite obvious that it was dear's character that was being edited. =P Ugly, yes. I know it ain't well-cropped. But nevermind, as long as purewhitey looks nice. LOL! To top it off, of course purewhitey's holy arrow looks better! =D Oops, dear's gonna say something again. =X Eh, but dear.. Seriously, your character's damn hard to crop you know? =\ It was really tiring can. =(

Oh anyway, Babylon2 turns 3rd 3 in eight more days! (that is if it still exists)

Well, as for today.. Woke up at 10am when brother farted with his butt facing me. Argh! =\ But I was having blocked-nose, so I couldn't smell anything. Continued lying on opposite side of the bed after that, then finally got up at 10.20am. Wash up then do mask as I waited for lazy dear to wake up. =X

Had nothing to do for the rest of the day, hence decided to "take a walk" at Jurong East (beside Entertainment Centre). Walked past that shop selling the shoes that I'm aiming for, but am still wondering if I should get it. Went NTUC, saw the Ginvera shower gel and was remembered of how I avoided dear when I know he likes me. =X Hah, I'm like forever reminiscencing, ain't I?

Was walking towards the interchange when I saw my favourite bus returning. Guess I've no luck with my favourite bus because I actually saw it going out from the interchange on my way there. =\ Anyway, it started raining suddenly and I was thinking if I should go one round and alight outside the polyclinic. But thank goodness, the rain stopped shortly after.

Reached home and had nothing to do. And that was when the idea of the above-posted picture strucked. Hah, and I've a surprise awaiting dear. Shall let him find out on his own. LOL! =D

I thought of Winnie The Pooh suddenly. Aww.. =(

And I just listened to 说好的幸福呢!


I miss you.

Labels: 01.08.2008, Babylon2, Bored, MapleSEA, Misses, Photos, Reminiscence, Winnie The Pooh

I miss you. @ 2.38pm
One sweet down..

I miss you. @ 3.23pm
Second sweet down..

I miss you. @ 5.32pm
Third sweet down..

I miss you. @ 6.01pm
Fourth sweet down..

I miss you. @ 9.41pm
Fifth sweet down..

I miss you. @ 10.00pm

I miss you. @ 10.36pm
"Xin you lin xi" was being played, and that made me thought of you once again. The thought of that day when I went for pool the third time with you just flashed through my mind.

I miss you. @ 10.56pm

Okay, I'm off to bed.

Labels: Misses