谢谢Dear，让我重温之前的美好。:)

Labels: Feelings, Reminiscence

两年前的今天 :)

第一次在外见面、听你说说你的事。

Labels: Feelings, Reminiscence

走进你房里找东西，却又不禁地忆起你。。这就是我不喜欢到你房里的原因。不知不觉，你已经离开了一年七个月零一天。但你无时无刻都没离开过我心房。。很多时候都不自觉地想起你。。想到你离开的最后那几天。。想到你多么的痛苦；还一度要我们让医生让你拔管。好心酸。。敬爱的叔叔，你别来无恙？

妈妈要我到你房里整理你的东西。。说，要是我不需要的话，就给女佣或丢掉。当然，我有万分的不舍。。尽管我知道留着也没用，但毕竟那些都是你的遗物。。都有你的回忆。我真不知道该怎么办才好。。:'(

Labels: 17.01.2011, Family, Misses, Reminiscence

Common Test's over! Say 'hi' to relaxation. =D

Well, haven't been able to sleep well due to the Common Test. And due to this, I've been having headache. Urgh. Couldn't really concentrate on the paper today due to this too. =( But it's over. And it's time to recover back the losses from sleep.

Meeting the girls this Saturday for pool session. Excited. =D And the mention of 'pool' always remind me of the time when pig pig was coaching me, but don't dare to touch me. =P

The pain is killing me. So it's time to rest I guess.


I really hope you won't let history repeat itself again. I'm afraid, and I really don't want to go through the disappointments again. You won't know how it's like to be going through these.

Labels: Friends, Reminiscence, Unwell

No LSR lesson today, hence meet out in the morning to complete our project. Surprisingly, it took only 2 hours or so and we managed to complete the project. =D

While on the way out, I saw a familiar face smiling at me. And on closer look, waved and spoke to me. That's when I realised he's really my former secondary school classmate, Jia Junn. What a coincidence, heh! It's been so long. Haven't seen him since we graduated. Had a nice chat with him. We spoke awhile and found out he's finished serving National Service and are now working part-time at school's Co-op shop. Anyway, I'm glad I didn't change route, else I'd miss him.

Oh, and brothers and elder sister-in-law told me something yesterday. They said Andy, elder brother's friend, likes me. That's like, LOL! It's impossible lah. It all began since Andy came to our house during brother's schooldays. Brother said he's always chatting with me when he came. Perhaps my memory fails me, but I've no recollection of these. =X And that brought me to something else. And that's about brother's wedding last year. Shan't elaborate about it, but one thing for sure - he saw me, LOL. =P But sad thing is, so long didn't met, and he didn't initiate a chat with me. =(

Anywayyy, I've finished Taxation and the deadly Cost Accounting tutorials! Damn happy because that's the first time I did Cost Accounting tutorial so seriously. And conclusion is, it's actually not that hard. =D Now one more tutorial to go and I'm done for the week.

Labels: Friends, Reminiscence, School

Ip Man 2 ❤

Ip Man 2 is so loved! ❤ This has gotta be the movie that I enjoyed most after Jay Chou's "Secret".

Such movies, I can watch a second time. =D


One Million Star 6

I'm wondering if 胡夏 will be out of the competition if 曾治豪 was in his stable form last week. =X


Triple L 

Dad is.. -_-"! He loves calling me LLL ever since he know my name has got 3 Ls. -_-


30.04.10

And so.. It's Friday..! (Cruz loves to shout that especially, lolx) Finally able to relax abit after five tiring school days. And just last night, I woke up, thinking why is it so hot, and that's when I realised I forgot to switched on the aircon after turning it off. -_-" But actually, did I turn it off? I don't remember already. =X

Had our first FIT tutorial yesterday and got to know that our tutor is a part-time staff. She seemed a very jovial person and keep cracking jokes, making the lesson fun. But she's very cute. -_- She got three person to write answers on whiteboard. I'm one of the "lucky" ones. But guess what, after writing the first answer, she told me to go over, showing me her answers and briefly explained to me. Then, she told me to write her model answer down. lolx.

And she's cute in other ways too. Like, she's marking the register and called out our names. After calling out mine, she said, "you've got a sweet smile". I was like, o_o. lolx. Another thing is, after showing us how the marks comes about, she looked at me and said, "are you alright? why are you showing a worried face? is this normally how you look?" And I was like, huh? Got meh? =X

Brought lappy for repair yesterday. Hopefully they can detect and got the problem fixed. =( Walked back to the station after lunch and it was pouring heavily. I think he sensed that the rain's pouring by my side, hence switched place and sheltered me from the rain. That was so sweet. ❤ Hehs. At that moment, I was being brought back to the time where he sheltered me and got drenched like 30-40%. x_x Anyway, I was smiling as I thought of that. But I guess he didn't noticed. =P


That's how lazy I am, when I'm lazy to think of words to link the sentences. =X

Labels: LOL, Movies, Reminiscence, School

It was the wedding of sister-in-law's brother yesterday. Actually, I'm sorry to say this, but I really don't feel like going. I'm sure no one who has just gone through a failed relationship (and is an injured party) will want to attend such ceremony.

A song was being played as the bride and groom marched in. It was "endless love". Those memories were back.. I remember making a video of us with this song around this time last year. Immediately my eyes turned watery. Thank goodness the lights were off during that period. And I managed to held back my tears before the lights turned on.

This dinner's like arrows peircing through my heart.. each time so deeply.. and bleeds..

I wasn't.. at all happy.


I thought my tears for you had stopped, only to realise it actually hadn't.

Labels: Down, Hurt, Reminiscence

Dear's currently working and I'm really bored. So I decided to do something as I remembered seeing something as I "cleared" my computer yesterday.



=)

Obviously this is an edited picture since both dear and I have never met in Maple before. Hah. It was such a coincidence that, dear sent his picture with an angel halo, in an arrow-shooting posture. And it so happened that I did have one such picture of my character too. Arrows from two characters hence struck the idea of this picture. =D Oh, and I just saw something too. It was really a coincidence that, both of our characters shares the same guild logo, though different in colour. Hehs.

And with regards to the above-posted picture, it's quite obvious that it was dear's character that was being edited. =P Ugly, yes. I know it ain't well-cropped. But nevermind, as long as purewhitey looks nice. LOL! To top it off, of course purewhitey's holy arrow looks better! =D Oops, dear's gonna say something again. =X Eh, but dear.. Seriously, your character's damn hard to crop you know? =\ It was really tiring can. =(

Oh anyway, Babylon2 turns 3rd 3 in eight more days! (that is if it still exists)

Well, as for today.. Woke up at 10am when brother farted with his butt facing me. Argh! =\ But I was having blocked-nose, so I couldn't smell anything. Continued lying on opposite side of the bed after that, then finally got up at 10.20am. Wash up then do mask as I waited for lazy dear to wake up. =X

Had nothing to do for the rest of the day, hence decided to "take a walk" at Jurong East (beside Entertainment Centre). Walked past that shop selling the shoes that I'm aiming for, but am still wondering if I should get it. Went NTUC, saw the Ginvera shower gel and was remembered of how I avoided dear when I know he likes me. =X Hah, I'm like forever reminiscencing, ain't I?

Was walking towards the interchange when I saw my favourite bus returning. Guess I've no luck with my favourite bus because I actually saw it going out from the interchange on my way there. =\ Anyway, it started raining suddenly and I was thinking if I should go one round and alight outside the polyclinic. But thank goodness, the rain stopped shortly after.

Reached home and had nothing to do. And that was when the idea of the above-posted picture strucked. Hah, and I've a surprise awaiting dear. Shall let him find out on his own. LOL! =D

I thought of Winnie The Pooh suddenly. Aww.. =(

And I just listened to 说好的幸福呢!


I miss you.

Labels: 01.08.2008, Babylon2, Bored, MapleSEA, Misses, Photos, Reminiscence, Winnie The Pooh

Memories of Babylon2

=)

Actually that's what I wanted to post up the other day, but due to my short-term memory, I always forgot to do that. =p Anyways, I did that on the day where those two Temasek Polytechnic students came. Quite some time ago I think.

purewhitey is so cute right, right, right? =D I love the one taken alone at Perion. Hmm, the cutie Holy Arrow-ing with the England football jersey on looks nice too. =P I miss my bunny slippers.

Dear, look at the one with Rudolph. Mark of Beta leh! =P

Oh, and I love the one with lion (Tylionde001)'s conversation. I cropped out that picture. Nice nice. =)


90 days.. and counting...


I dreamt of you, yet again. And as I was about to leave NTUC for the station today, I heard the song "值得" being played. Had thought of you immediately. Sammi Cheng was your favourite singer. I still remembered you having another of her song "如果我是你" as your ringtone too. That was years ago already.

Labels: 26/03/2008, Babylon2, MapleSEA, Reminiscence

22.09.2008 & 23.09.2008

Terrible days for me at work as I had to bear with the pain of my feet due to those blisters. And yes! Blisters are back! Argh! They're just so unsightful. =( Other than that, I thought I had already recovered from stomach flu (as sister-in-law referred to as), but in actual fact I hadn't. I was feeling real terrible for these two days.

Probably long hours of computer usage adds on to my terrible-ness, too. Felt a lil hungry, yet had no appetite after getting dinner. But despite this, I still managed to put on weight. How weird could that be? =\ And once again, I've made dear worried again. I'm so sorry, dear..

Work was alright. Colleagues, who are on attachment as well, are really fun to mixed around with. One of the guys, YT, is sucha joker! Adding a bit a lame-ness as well? =X Haas. Seriously, they really made my day. Thanks guys, I really had fun with you. =)

Oh, and this brought me to something else. It's regarding what happened after work on Monday. Dear should know what I'm talking about. I'm sorry to have said that, and felt that way. But you're really silly, dear. I know this don't linked, but just look at Babylon2. I mean, how I treated Babylon2. I've been there for like 65 levels? That's about 1 year and 8 months. I believe you know what happened after that. And the only time I left was when I feel that I no longer have the "face" to stay on in Babylon2, after that Wild Cargo thingy. (and I still remember who that guy is okay!<>.<>) That's how loyal and devoted I am. Look, it's just a guild, yet I treated it that way. What's more, we're talking about a relationship here. So dear, I know it's hard, but try not to bear those silly thoughts in your mind anymore, okay? =)


24.09.2008

Never a day in my life did so much happened. (blah, lousy English.)

Didn't went to work as I was feeling real terrible. That uneasy feeling just won't go away. My feet needs to get some rest too.

Thank goodness I didn't went for work today. I found out something when I woke up. And no, I'm not going a mention a word about something so serious here. Every moment now, I'd think of negative stuffs that might happen. At home, that is. I'm just so afraid you see.

Third trouble of the day. Mum spoke to me again. And I was really.. Ahh, I don't know how to put it. But thank goodness Mum's room was quite dark at that time, else she'd had seen my tears. =\

Dear's really sweet to have come all the way from Ang Mo Kio to bring me to the doctor. Thanks, dear. =) What you said, really touched me you know. Had wanted to visit the doctor initially, but something happened and I decided not to go in the end.

I emailed the whole matter (trouble number three) to second sister-in-law in the night. And it so happened that she's online today. We chatted, and she's behind me. Thanks, second sister-in-law. =) She's always the best candidate to address my relationship problem. I know eldest brother and sister-in-law will be behind me, too. Right? Seriously, their words and support are what keeps me going. x3 I didn't tell dear about this though. =X But I know he'll come to know about this when he SPYS on my blog, right? =D


25.09.2008

Stomach hurts so much in the morning. And it was only until the fourth or fifth time that I managed to cure it. I know that's not the word to use, but well, I just couldn't thought of a word to replace that at the moment. Went in to the office and one of the lady had a chat with me. She dislikes me, I know. The conversation we had today totally hurts me and brought me to tears. Damn. I really hate myself. Had wanted to solve the problem personally but couldn't get to see the boss. Then I had no choice but to take leave.

I broke down in front of dear. And that was the first time I suppose? =\ Argh. Really, seriously, damn. I'm sucha weako. Reached Jurong East, and was actually heading towards 98, until my intuition told me that my favourite bus's arriving. I looked over, and it really is. But then, I saw only one person queuing for the bus, so I'm not really sure if it's coming over. Anyways, we did get on to the bus. And yea, my mood was seriously brighten up immediately. Oh, and that was the first time we took 234 after we got together, right? =)

I managed to get sister-in-law's help after that. Thanks so much. Seriously, if it weren't for sister-in-law, I really wouldn't know what to do. She's really of a big help to me. And I know I'm right in my decision to ask sister-in-law for help with regards to work and studies.

Terrible headache since afternoon. Had wanted to look for cookies' recipes online but had to put a halt to it. =(

Oh and before I forget, I listened to one of the songs from Raymond Lam's second album today. That was the second third one actually. First song was actually posted up when I first did Cynthia's quiz. Anyway, that was really nice! Trust me, his voice's as charming mesmerising as always! =D I must get to the music store real soon.


26.09.2008

Problem's solved, I hope. But now, I'm starting to think of the complications, though sister-in-law and dear already told me everything will be fine. I know I'm always thinking alot, but still... Results will be releasing next Thursday, followed by polytechnic application when school reopens I suppose, and I really couldn't help worrying. My greatest wish is to get in to polytechnic and I believe those who knows me very well will know about this. I'm really worried my results and application to the polytechnic might get jeopardised because of this matter.

Thanks dear and sister-in-law for being by my side all these while. Dear especially. I'm really sorry to have made you worried these days. And dear, I'm afraid we won't get to celebrate on that day.. =(

And this is a day of reminiscencing! =D


I'm really afraid of being alone at home. And I must be extra cautious with my keys, too. Argh. Is that how one should behave at home?

Labels: 01.08.2008, Babylon2, CD, Hurt, Reminiscence, Stressed, Troubled

It's exactly five months since you left. While others have already got over it, I'm still here struggling. I went Bugis yesterday. Was somewhere near that place. And there I remembered all about that day - 21 March 2008 - again. I remembered the spot where you parked your car and waited for us that day. And as I looked over the street, I remembered that spot where we bought ice-creams. It's your treat, and you didn't want any.

I still have phobia of your room. =( Just that day, when fourth uncle hasn't got home. No one's in the living room. And your room (now fourth uncle's) was pitch dark. I didn't dare to go to the kitchen. Because I'll have to pass by your room. I'll start imagine stuffs again, you know?

Why does it have to happen?

Sigh. Just when will I be able to get over it? =(

Help please~

Labels: 26/03/2008, Reminiscence

` 29.07.2008. Finally, the day has arrived. Congrats, brother XP Freeman on regaining his freedom! Aren't you touched by that mini-cake we bought for you? =D

` Two days, two accidents at around the same spot. How coincident could that be? I'm beginning to feel that that area's a cursed ground already.

` Went Plaza Singapura yesterday as I was feeling real down. Thought I would spend a lot like last Tuesday, but I end up going home empty handed.

` I was walking home from the bus-stop on Monday, when I saw a man walking like the way you did. I miss you.

` Third uncle came over on Sunday and I overheard the conversation between Mum and third aunt. It really surprises me that, Mum actually didn't object my polytechnic dream. Thanks Mum! I love you! x3

` I realised Cruz Teng loves Milk （葉乃文） a lot. I never fail to hear Milk's song being played during Cruz Teng's programme.

` Was chatting about radio programmes with Mum last night. Mum said she had recently listened to a programme hosted by Marcus Chin. And she just ignored the presence of others and laughed out when Marcus Chin said something funny on air. The egg seller infront of her stall saw her and gave a weird expression. She must be thinking that Mum's crazy to have started laughing out of a sudden. LOL! And this has brought me to think about what I've gone through, too. Both Cruz Teng and Pei Fen are always saying funny stuffs on air. Of course, I couldn't hold back my laughter, too. And mind you, this happens in train majority of the time. Ahh, thinking back, I felt so awkward man.

` Fan MSN-ed me yesterday and told me that she thought of having a guild gathering. This certainly brought back loads of memories. Oh ya, speaking of guild gathering. I remember there was a gathering before. For both Babylon and Babylon2 mates. That was in 2006, around Chinese New Year period, if I remember correctly. Lion, as the guildmaster of guild 2, did go of course. There's HeroQun, too. Haas, speaking of qun, I remember lion often said both qun and I have got something in common. That is, we're always afk! LOL! I didn't expect that to be the last gathering for our guilds. Now, I really regret for not attending. I so miss Babylon2. The good old times. Sigh. Come to think of it, I've already quitted Maple for 11 months. Wow. And I've not played any games since. So can you see how boring I am? =S

` Oh wow! I didn't know Robbie Keane's a Liverpool fan!

Labels: 26/03/2008, Babylon2, Reminiscence, Yes 933

03.07.2008

It's 100 days since you left.
(Uncle got the date wrongly. =( Thank goodness I remembered.)
There's not a single day where you weren't in my thoughts, be it terrified or reminiscence.
Sometimes, some things I did made me think of you.
I'm sorry, but up till today, I still can't get over what had happened.
I still didn't dare to step in to your room, unless there's really a need for me to.
I went in to your room the other day to ask uncle about some stuffs, and as I turned over, that sight just flashed through my mind immediately.
I was a lil terrified.
I almost cried, not because I'm terrified. But because I thought of you.
When I learnt about the news of the death of the two national servicemen last month, I thought of you.
I came home from Jurong Point on Monday and took that lift.
I thought of you immediately.
I went Bugis on Wednesday and walked across that path.
I thought of you, again.
It was second brother's wedding that day.
You brought relatives, siblings and I to Bugis.
As we were about to return home, you asked if we want ice-cream.
We nodded, and you treated us to it. $7. I remember.
It was just nice for the seven of us young ones. Including you.
We asked if you would like to have one, too.
You didn't want it.
So we headed over to that ice-cream seller to get our ice-cream.
Yes, it's that path. I walked past it just that day.
And I looked towards that place where you parked the car.
Tears almost flowed.
Five days. It's barely five days. And you're gone.
But I believe you left happily.
Because you hanged on till brother's wedding.
And the previous Sunday, it was the match where Liverpool played Manchester United, your favourite club. And Man United won 3-0.
In addition, I believe you must've catched the international match before you went to bed. England lost 1-0 to France. That was your final sight of football.
I was first exposed to football by you when I was five or six years old. Remember?
(I still remember those football shorts that you bought for brothers and I.
I remember myself wearing the green colour ones.)
But it was only until 2003 that I was finally attracted to football.
Attracted to your favourite club, Manchester United's arch-rival, Liverpool.
Life is so fragile.
I couldn't believe that you left us so suddenly.
I kept praying that you'd be alright, thinking that there's still a glimmer of hope.
No, I'm not silly.
All I want was for someone whom I was once closest to, to be alright.

I miss you. Terribly.

人，总是在失去后才懂得珍惜。
That's life.

I've learnt to start cherishing. It ain't too late, I hope.
You've always worried about grandma.
But don't worry okay.
Because you know I'll take really good care of her.
Put your trust in me alright.

Labels: 26/03/2008, Reminiscence

Whew! Costing CA is over at last! =D But, sigh.

I was listening to Yes 933 yesterday morning. And the first song before I heard Cruz voice was the song which Cynthia had told me earlier on - Hins Cheung's "吻得太逼真". So it's the chinese version of "酷爱". No wonder it sounded so familiar. Anyway, I still remember I first heard of Hins Cheung a few years back when Yes 933 was introducing him as a newcomer. And the first songs I heard were "My Way" and "断点". But then didn't really heard of him some time later. Guess that was the period when he developed his career in Hong Kong.

Both Aringi and Azhar had sms-ed me yesterday, informing about the gathering with Mr Verma this Saturday. I so wanted to go badly lor. I really miss my friends and Mr Verma of course. That's why I told Azhar the other time that I might be able to attend this gathering. However, bad news are I'm having both Accounting and Taxation's CA next week. So I won't be able to make it for the gathering, yet again. Sigh. =(

Oh, Champions League final is over at last! Just as expected, Manchester United really won the match! Hahah! I'm damn happy lah, because Chelsea lost! =X I bet you must be overjoyed since Man United had won both Premier League title and Champions League. If only you were still around.. that'd be great.

PS. Got tagged by Cynthia. Hah. Shall do it tomorrow.

Labels: 25/05/2005, Exam, Reminiscence

Labels: Football, Liverpool, Reminiscence, Robbie Fowler the God

26th April

It's been a month since you left..
I remember...

you used to care and dote on me;
you used to joke around with us;
you used to curse my favourite team, Liverpool FC, of losing this-and-that match;
you used to joke about the football players, like Torres, Gerrard, C.Ronaldo;
you used to antagonise me by discussing about Liverpool whenever they lost a match;
you used to place The New Paper at my window whenever Liverpool lost;
you used to place The New Paper at my window whenever Liverpool won an important match;
you asked me last year if I wanted Liverpool's Euro Away Shirt, as your friend works in adidas factory;

you used to buy me my favourite food - chicken wings - when you passed by pasar malam ocassionally;
you brought me to CD store at Jurong Point after my tuition lesson when I was still a primary six girl, to buy Daniel Chan's album - 风一样的男子 - after knowing that I like his songs;
you used to antagonise me with Nicholas Tse, too;
you used to bring brothers and I around when we were still young;
you got me a necklace when you striked lottery years ago;
you got me a costume in China, and I wore it immediately without even washing it, to pose for a picture;

you got me takoyaki and a honeyed chicken wing on the day we did spring cleaning this year. That was the last time you did that;

you looked for the most bargained PSP when you know brother and I were looking for one, and we had to disappoint you when we changed our decision to buy at the store that eldest brother had bought his;
you so willingly brought brother and I to buy PSP on 14 March 2008, when you actually doesn't have to;

you drove granduncles, grandaunts, uncles, aunt, younger brother, future sis-in-law and I to Little India and Bugis on 2nd brother's big day. On the way there, you were the one who told us S.R Nathan's residing place. Before we left Bugis for home, you gave us $7 to buy ice-cream. You said you didn't want any. That was the last time you drove us around;

you came over and sit with us at our table halfway into the dinner during 2nd brother's big day. As usual, you joked around, too;

you antagonised me with something (which I've no recollection of), and I stopped talking to you for a period of time. We slowly started talking to each other again. I regretted. I really do. I shouldn't have done that. That was so silly of me. I'm terribly sorry. I know it's useless now;

you asked me about granduncle's air ticket that Monday. I was a little pissed off before you spoke to me, hence the irritated reply from me. I so regret it. That was the last time we spoke, and I had to talk to you with that tone. I'm really sorry;

you were a supporter of Liverpool's arch-rival, Manchester United. Not forgetting your lovely Real Madrid;
Manchester United had won Liverpool the Sunday before you left, you must've feel great;
Manchester United vs Liverpool. That was the last Premier League match that you had watched;
I supposed you had watched the international match before you left, too;
I used to have football shorts (green colour) back then, thinking back, it must've been given by you. Silly me, I didn't know that was a football shorts back then. Hahs.

I know when you said some unpleasant stuffs, you certainly doesn't mean it. I know you cared. But as you know, I'm short-tempered. So I tend to get irritated at times. I was always apologetic after that.

I've so much memories of you. I've got lots of sorry to say. If only time could turn back, how great that would be? I would treasure you, your laughter, your everything... I would chat with you more often, advise you on that matter. I would take good care of you. Everything.

But time could never turn back.

Thank you for everything.

I so miss you. =(

All I could do now it to pray for you. You must live well in the other world, alright? We aren't by your side now. Do take great care of yourself. Don't worry about grandma, okay? We'll take great care of her, too.

Aiks. I'm crying.. I guess I can't continue any further...

This has been weighing on my heart for a month. And I'm still very much traumatised by this. =( Guess no one could help.

Labels: 26/03/2008, Down, Memories, Regrets, Reminiscence, RIP

Will be into my third year of mapling if I hadn't quit. So yup, I started playing MapleSEA on 26 April 2005. Was initially very unwilling to shift from the old server to MapleSEA, until buddies left for the latter one by one. Hahs. You guys may think that I'm sucha silly person to be remembering this and that unimportant ocassion. But hey, if you know me well enough, you would have know that I'm one who's very "nian4 jiu4" (念旧). So you see why I always reminisce about the past?

I do treasure ties alot, be it virtual reality or in the real world's. That's why I still do keep in touch with a few of them. MapleSEA buddies, I mean. And of course, my ex-classmates. Would really love to attend the gatherings. But then, I'd really feel ashamed of myself I do really attend. Sighs. I so miss them lah. =( So far, after graduation, I've only met Desiree once (that was only yesterday), other than Shu Fen and Xun Hui. Met Shu Fen quite a number of times le hor?? Those times were really such a coincidence man. Hahs.

Oh, before you even realised, I was once again reminiscencing. Hahs.

Alright, to end my entry, I would like to wish Aringi a very Happy 21st Birthday! =) Got Desiree to pass the present to the birthday girl yesterday. I'm glad that she like the gift.

Oh wait..! It's Wei Ming's birthday today, too! Happy 19th Birthday, Wei Ming! ;)

PS. Oh wow! I've just realised that this is the fifth entry of the week. Hahs. Sucha hardworking girl you see. =p

Labels: 5N1, MapleSEA, Reminiscence

Woots! Yesterday (25th April) marks my one year in ITE. =) I remember having Mei Bao as my first friend then. And yea, that was a Wednesday, the shortest school day for IQG back then. Well, it took me long enough to settle down. A month, I think? As I've always said, it was really a struggle for me in the initial stage. And I've got two person to thank - 2nd sister-in-law and future (eldest) sister-in-law. I would have given up if it wasn't for them, and living aimlessly yet again. So yea, it's just so great to have them by my side througout that darkest period of my life. x3

I'm just so glad that I've not let them down. Having wasted two years of my life, I've learnt to treasure the time and chance. I know it'll be tougher in year 2. I promise to work even harder. Hopefully, I'll be able to maintain my GPA of 4. If not, 3.8. Meanwhile, I should really stop giving myself too much pressure. I just hope to get in to a Polytechnic. And I mean Accountancy course. I've chosen. It's Singapore Poly.

You may be asking why the hell did I chose Singapore Poly, when Ngee Ann Poly is supposedly the best in business course. Well, I did it all because of it's electives. There's Psychology over there. Oh wait, I just realised that I got mixed up. Boohoo! I've always thought that the school offering foreign languages is SP. I've just checked. It was NP. =\ Arghh, I've changed my mind. =X I so wanna get in to NP now. But wait, Shu Fen told me that it'll take an hour's time to reach NP if it's fast. It's like not any difference to what I'm going through now. That was hell man. =(

In addition to that, I know Mum would definitely be against my decision of studying in a Polytechnic. Sighs. =(

I'm tired. Good night!

Labels: IQG, Reminiscence, Studies

Oh well, I've been MIA for more than a month. So what have I been doing for the past month? Let's see..

Had been busy with revision and stuffs since the last week of February. Then I went to second brother's house to learn make-up from second sister-in-law in early March. =) Didn't have any hands-on experience after that day as I had been busy preparing for the upcoming exams, which ended on 12 March.

Began tidying my room after I reached home. It was only until Saturday that I finished tidying up. Hah, haven't been tidying up for ages, you see. =p If it weren't because of brother's wedding, I wouldn't know when I'll tidy my room. So credits goes to second brother. Hahs.

Then, I was supposed to start my practical on the Friday after my exams, but were all cancelled due to tidying up and tour-guiding.

Second brother's (traditional Chinese) wedding's on 21 March. And since it's the first wedding of our family, we had invited our relatives from the U.S.A, Hong Kong and China to attend the wedding. They arrived at 18 March. I should have been able to fetch them, however, due to unforeseen circumstances, I wasn't able to go. =( If you know me well, you should know that I love going to Changi Airport. So yeah, you should know how disappointed I was at that point in time. Sigh.

Well, since we invited our relatives over, it is only nice of us, the host, to show them around our country. And so the trips began the following day. We visited Sentosa. It was quite a pleasant trip there. And I especially enjoyed the "Sentosa 4D Magix". It was so fun. Hahs. The third day (of their arrival) was a visit to the Singapore Zoo. I didn't went there though. Then on Saturday, we went Chinatown and Singapore Flyer. A little disappointed though. Because there's actually nothing much to view from the top. I mean, no nice scenery and such. But we took quite a number of photos (of ourselves). lolx.

Relatives returned on Sunday. Once again, I could not send them off. Ahh, my Changi Airport. =( Anyways, I'm so shag lah. =X Haven't been getting enough sleep and since they returned home, I've been getting up real late. Oops. =X

I have really wanted to visit Hong Kong. The reason ain't due to Hong Kong relatives, but other than England, I have always wanted to visit Hong Kong. And since the market that aunt's selling stuffs in will be undergoing renovation, I thought of asking her to bring me to Hong Kong. But she declined. Sighs.

Alright, so second brother and sister-in-law were officially married on 21 March 2008. I'm so happy for them. *geez* Shall post up some pictures some other day. I've so many things to say about this couple. Both of them really dotes on younger brother and I. Of course, we do love them a lot (as brother and sister-in-law).

I remember last year when my parents went for a holiday, I had just started school. And since only younger brother and I were left at home, second sister-in-law offered to bring us out for dinner. She had initially wanted to bring us to Orchard, I think. But brother's afraid of using the train. ~.~ So we opted for IMM instead. While having dinner, I think she told second brother about her bringing us out for dinner. And she told us what brother said, (couldn't remember exactly what he said though) "thanks for bringing them out". See, how much he dotes on us? x3 And sister-in-law said brother's silly, we are her siblings, too. What for thanking her over stuff like this. Hahs. I just so love brother lah.

Then I remember myself struggling in school. And one night, sister-in-law came in to my room and have a chat with me. She said many many things. She's been through what I was going through. Told me to jia you and stuffs. Can go to her should I have any problems. And she also told me what brother said. Stuffs like, he's really happy for me, that I started schooling again. He will do his best to keep our business going. So if I really couldn't get any job after I graduated, I could help out in the business. I was really touched when I heard that. Yep, eyes became watery, and I almost cried out. =X

Was a lil sad when brother and sister-in-law had moved in to their new house. Afterall, we have been living together for so long, so it ain't unusual to feel this way, right? When I (sometimes) said I'm going to their house, brother will say, "oh, come and help me sweek floor, huh?" lolx. He's so funny lah. ~.~ I know he's merely joking. Am I right, brother? =p Oops, they doesn't know my blog.

He had done something recently that really touched me alot. But I'm not going to reveal anything.

And oh, also not forgetting sister-in-law, who ocassionally shower me with gifts. x3

In a nutshell, I would like to say, (a lil mushy though =x) "Er ge, I love you!" Seriously though, this ain't something that I could say out in real life. =X The same goes for my three brothers. Hahs. I believe that my brothers and I are the type that feels that love is something that's hard to be spelt out.

I really want to thank my second brother and sister-in-law for whatever they've done. Thanks for your love and belief in me. Oh, to be fair, "Er sao, wo ai ni!" x3 lolx.

Oh waittt... Before I forget, I hereby wish Er ge and Er sao a Happy Marriage! May their love lasts forever! x333

PS. Pardon me for the long long post, and my once-again reminiscence. =X

Labels: 21/03/2008, Busy, Loves, Reminiscence

With just two hours to mark the end of 2007, it's time for reflection.

But before I start off, I'd like to say, I'm into my first year of blogging as of 29th December. Hahs, only silly people make it a point to remember silly ocassions.

Well, 2007 has been a year of ups and downs for me.

Firstly, I quitted MapleStory. Had thought that I'd lose (contact with) my buddies, but I was so wrong. If I remember correctly, I was chatting with Kai Jie about Friendster when xion dear logged in. And he gave us his email address. Thank goodness. Else, I would have lost contact with him. I forgot how I got Joe's though. Hahs. And Kai Jie and buddies as well. =x I remember how I got James' though. Hahs. And all thanks to HY darling [ her blog ;) ] that I "found" my buddies one by one.

Secondly, I was disappointed that I couldn't get in to any of the polytechnics this time round. And that was when I was finally "awoke". I had actually applied for Science courses. But as I had always stressed, my love is with accounting. Was really lost initially. I didn't know which path to go, and what I should do. Just then, Ivy darling came. And helped me through. She had really done alot. I was recommended by her to go for CAT. And just when I was about to make my decision, something strucked me. I don't want to give up my polytechnic dream. Hence I decided to go for the longer route. That is, the ITE route. I still feel bad though, to have wasted her effort.

Thirdly, I was accepted into Bishan ITE. As I applied only during the final application period, I started my ITE journey only one-and-a-half week after the school term has started. Things (non-studies related) were really tough back then, having not really studied for two years. I had to cope with new environment, new friends and stuffs. Age was an obstacle back then. And now it still is. =( Life's a torture back then. I was all alone all the time, until Ms Low first fell ill. Things had slowly improved, though I don't mingle well with my group of friends still. I mean, my mind's always blank. So, I couldn't think of any topic to start with. That was why I'm forever the "quiet-est". =X

I seriously regret my decision. Had I been "awoke" two years back, I wouldn't have wasted two years of my life. =(

I skipped two days of school after just two days in school. This was the darkest period of my life. I broke down. I was once again, lost. I had struggled for two weeks before I finally settled down in school. And here, I must say that both brothers' girlfriends [then; sister-in-law and sister-in-law to-be now ;) ] had really helped me alot. They counselled me, shared their experiences with me, and encouraged me. And brought me out of the dark period. Here's a huge THANKS to them. *hugs* x33

Next.. Had sat for the first CA for accounting paper and was really proud of my results. =) That was followed by the attendance report. Mine's the worst in class. lolx. It can't be helped, lah. I haven't really been studying for two years, you see. Must give me more time to settle in, right? What's more, I live in Jurong okay. And school's located in Bishan. ~.~

Apart from these school stuffs, my health hasn't really been good for the year.<>_<>I've been getting sick more often than before. aiks. Hopefully next year will be a better year for me.

Then, I had a really unforgettable birthday this year. I won't forget how I was touched to tears on that day. Hahs! Thanks everyone for making me feel so loved. I'm really touched. x3

Something happened during National Day. I was finally kicked out of my beloved guild, Babylon2, by some unknown guy. =) Was really sad initially, afterall I had been in Babylon2 for almost 20 months. But well, lion can let go of it so easily. And so can I. Hmm actually, I really should thank that guy. If not for him, I would still be playing MapleStory up till now. And I won't be able to give my full concentration on my studies. So yup, you did me wrong, but thanks a million! =)

Summarisation of second-half of the year:

Bought a new handphone in late June. And I'm so glad I did. Because I haven't been listening to Yes 933 since I was hogged on MapleStory for like two years? And thanks to the function of this handphone, I could listen to the morning programme everyday. And to add on, one of the host is Cruz Teng! My favourite! x3

I'm so glad Mum's alright now. =) Must take care, okay?! x3

Results of first semester was alright, though a little off my target. =)

Had renewed my membership with BBDC. And I'm darn serious about it now. I'm hoping to get my license before my birthday. =X

Second brother and girlfriend got engaged on 9th October! Will wed on 21st March.
Eldest brother and Ivy darling will be engaged on 6th January (brother's birthday!).
May your love last forever! Stay happy ya! ;)

Attendance for morning assembly for the first-half of second term was atrocious! LOL!

Something that irks me in school. I was insulted by THAT noodle sellers! Like what the f. I did nothing wrong alright. And I have have boycotting THAT stall since THAT very day.

The recent SEA Games had once again motivated me. Six years back, I wanted to do that. But I had no courage then. Six years later, I'm ready to take up the challenge, all thanks to the motivation by the Singapore swimmers. I've decided to learn swimming. Need more information from my primary school classmate though.

And lastly, I had completed the 10km Standard Chartered Marathon Run! I feel so accomplished! =) Oh wait, there's something else that made me feel accomplished in, too. Did two or three templates for my blog this year. And so far, this present template is the one that I'm most satisfied with. (the previous ones were atrocious! lol!) I so love this template can! Especially with the "You'll Never Walk Alone" image. x3

With these, I realised that I had actually reminiscenced in majority of my entry in December. Hahs. So alrights, I shall dedicate December as a month of reminiscence for me! =D

Whew! What a long, long post! -_-"

Labels: Babylon2, Memories, Reminiscence, SEA Games, Struggle, Studies