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the past is gone.
| Friday, 6 January 2012
22:03

Wow, I've just realised I've been blogging everyday in 2012. Haa.


I don't post up my photo very often. In fact, it's very rarely. Thus, when I post one up, you should know it's because I have confidence in myself uh. Well, for this, it's because I think I look really cute in this photo. *getting a bit 臭美 recently. oops.* I love my rebonded hair (though it doesn't make much difference except for the frizzy part) with this fringe's length. I've to admit getting the fringe short was a mistake initially (I didn't want it so short, but the hairstylist trimmed and trimmed, and it ended up so short =\). But hey, it looks quite nice, isn't it? lol.

Realised I've got heavy eyebags too. Urgh. I'm so lacking of sleep! It looks really ugly can. I didn't used to have it, but what now? Seriously sad to the max. =\ 

Anyway, I feel that my recent posts make no sense at times (referring to the grammar). Well, been getting lazy to do a double-check nowadays. Still as descriptive though. I guess many might feel that my posts are very descriptive too. Well, that's because I wanna have the moments captured as detailed as possible since I don't have a good memory. And so, when I look back, I'll be able to relate better.

Alrights, shall end my post here. Have to go to bed real soon because we'll be making a trip to the temple tomorrow for some rituals thingy for Uncle Peter's first anniversary (lunar). That being said, hope Uncle Peter's doing well up there. With love. ❤

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| Sunday, 24 October 2010
00:57

Hello! I'm back! =D

Well, been wanting to update for quite some time already, but the thought of blogging after a day of work just makes sian. Hence shelved the idea till now.

So, let's see.. One-month hiatus from blogging..

09.09.2010

It's the day - Apple and Oto's wedding. Joined in (not really =X) the fun in the morning. It's my first time experiencing these, hehs. The ceremony and everything were simple. Didn't expect to receive red packets though. Thanks auntie and Oto! =D When auntie passed the red packet to me, I was like, "uh..? o_O". It was only shortly after that that I realised the purpose of it, lol. *blur* And for the first time, I felt a sudden surge of family warmth when Oto gave me the red packet. It's like, I'm being recognised more like a family already. =X

Did some simple make-up for the dinner in the evening. Didn't dare to try the eyeshadow until Lyn agreed to experiment it on herself, lol. =X Thanks Lyn, for giving me the courage to apply that, though they were covered by my fringe. =X Guess I need to learn from Lyn already. She's never applied eyeshadow before, but she's courageous enough to try out for a wedding dinner. *pei fu*

Dinner was held at My Humble House at Esplanade. The ambience there was quite nice. =) And the price was rather an affordable one considering the area that it's located at. One thing that I've yet to experience until that day is that the food there were served individually. A rather good concept I would say. Overall, the food were quite nice, except for the shark's fin soup which doesn't taste at all like a shark's fin soup. =\ My favourite food was the fish with the sake sauce, if I remember correctly. It just tastes heavenly! =D And it's probably due to them serving individually that I already felt full into the fourth dish. =X

On the other hand, I think I dressed too nicely, all thanks to dear. =( He wore a blazer and of course, I have to match what he's wearing.


10.09.2010

It's Uncle Peter's birthday. Couldn't celebrate this time round as he's being hospitalised. Been making it a point to remember and celebrate his birthday since two years ago. That was something which we've not done until two years ago. It all started because it was then that I know not to regret only after losing one. Yep, that phrase woken me after the sudden loss of Uncle Mao. No one remembered his last birthday, which was not long before he left us. I only remember younger brother buying a birthday cake for Uncle Mao once. That was a year or two before he passed away. Yep, that's the only time.

Anyway, I so happened to chanced upon Uncle Peter's IC some time later, hence got to know his birth date. I really really hope miracle can happen. I know it ain't easy, Uncle. However, you made it through stages and stages. You really have a strong will. Please don't give up, alright?

Actually I'm really touched by two of uncle's friends. They've been by uncle's side all along and never left him. Such friends are really hard to come by and are the envy of many. Thanks uncles, you've been really great!


13.09.2010

Was kinda "forced" to go out with aunties - my three aunts. =X Normally when my aunt asks me to accompany her for shopping during her off days, I'll reject her straight, lol. But this time round, third aunt was in Singapore, plus second aunt ain't working today, hence decided to accompany them. But of course, that's only part of the reason. The other reason was because aunt offered to bring us to the casino at Marina Bay Sands. Hehs. =D

Aunt's also "zhen shi de". It's only until I've got myself changed and am prepared to set off that she told me we can't enter the casino in shorts. -_-" Had no choice but to change, and she just keep rushing me, making me forgot this and that. Grrr..!! Anyways, off we went to the hospital to visit Uncle first. Saw his friend there and he offered to drive us to Marina Bay Sands as he's on the way. That's really nice of him. =D

Reached the entrance of the casino and off we went to pay the entrance fee, fully sponsored by aunt. =D While waiting for the staff (A) to proceed with our registration, another staff (B) came by and asked the staff (A) if I'm 21 years old already. lolx. =X

Finally entered the casino afterwhich. Another first-time experience again. =D Third aunt got the ball rolling and played jackpot, and yep, she got it. It's only her first try, mind you! Ain't she lucky? >.< She went to collect her winnings and sponsored me to play, hehs. She must have passed some of her luck to me that I managed to hit jackpot too - once before lunch and another after lunch. Really a happy girl that day. Hehs. =D

Went OG at Bugis afterwhich, then off to Uncle's optical shop to collect third aunt's spectacles. It's just so amazed that I could find the way to Uncle's shop without problem. Gotta thanks dear for this because he brought me to eat curry chicken mee at nearby before. *good sense of direction, right? =P*

Shared my joy with dear later in the evening, then phoned Pei Er for a chat, which lasted for more than two hours. Hah. I wonder why there's always so much things to chat with her, or rather, craps with her. lolx. Well, part of the conversation's about us further studying. Gal, you should really go for psychology and not wait for me for accountancy. Your interest lies there, not in accountacy. Besides, don't waste what you've studied in MDIS. >.<

Apart from that, we've also discussed about the chance of going for a holiday with the girls. So time to save up yea? Yan Ling should be alright with the idea I guess. So, girls - Mei Bao and Cynthia - how about both of you? =) I reckon I'll be available only until I graduated. Will it be too long for you girls? >.<

Anyway, another plan is to participate in the marathon next year. But Pei Er wants me to go all the way to her area for training. No, please. =( That's too far for me already.


20.09.2010

Started work at a motor car insurance company. 5.5 days work week. Kinda no life I must say. =\ Thanks dear for making it a point to bring me out for relaxation every week. ❤


01.10.2010

Results were released. Did quite well overall, with GPA increasing each semester. Hopefully this continues. One module that gave me a huge shock was Business Communications - a module that I never thought I'll do well. Seriously, I really felt I did rather poorly for the last few assessments. For this, I must really thank our "ang moh lao shi", Mr Taylor. Thanks for being so lenient. =) It's really great to be taught by him. But sadly, it's his final semester in the school already. And now, he's back to his homeland, USA.


10.10.2010

Had a really huge scare in the evening. =( Thankfully, Uncle's alright shortly after. I'm glad dear's with me at that point in time, else I really don't know what to do.

I'm so sorry dear, that I've been "flooding" your clothes with my tears recently. You know, I always had to hold my tears until we met because I just felt comfortable to cry out with you by my side. But at the same time, I do feel bad too. I know you'll be at a loss of what to do. =( And yes, I felt really loved the other day, if you know which day I'm referring to. Thanks dear! ❤


11.10.2010

Finally got the chance to choose our time-table today. As expected, it was really due to our exemptions for the past three semesters that we couldn't get to choose our time-table until this time round. Took half-day leave to settle this, and guess what, I completed my selection at 10.01am! lolx. This one minute surely cost me dearly. -_- Decided to take full-day leave shortly after as I didn't have enough rest the previous night. Besides, I think this is kinda a well-deserved rest after three weeks of no-life life. This is what dear had advised me too, right? =)


19.10.2010

Last day of work. Kinda can't bear to leave, lol. Well, I guess it's a norm that one tends to feel this way when they left a job.

Gained quite "some" weight during the period because I had my lunch late. Then, can't resist the temptation of getting some bites on the way home since I'll always have to get through the food area on the way to the bus stop. Had my dinner shortly afterwhich. Hmm, so let's see.. Two meals plus some snacks within six hours. That surely explains the weight that I gained!

Dear forbids me to go on a diet. =( So I shall only eat less, and light, as suggested by him. Hopefully my tummy fats will go away soon, too. I really hate the sight of it. =(


22.10.2010

Plan was foiled. =( Nevertheless, part of the plan was accomplished. That is, to get a bag. =)

Saw a departmental store when we reached 313 @Somerset. Initially, I had only wanted to look around. Then, dear saw a heels (or was it called a boots?) and asked me to try on. However, my shoe-size was out of stock in this outlet, hence was told to check out the outlet at ION instead. Well, I guess nice things just aren't for me. It was out of stock in this outlet as well.

Anyway, I thought it was supposed to be a trip to get my stuffs? But dear end up getting more stuffs than me instead. Hah! But well, it's not very often that he takes a liking to something. So yep, he should really get them if he likes them. =)

Oh, by the way, dear's been dreaming these two days. Hah! But it's a positive thing. Just hope things go smoothly for him. You've got my support okay, dear? =)


23.10.2010

School's starting soon. My only regret for the previous semester was my failure to do my best for Cost Accounting. Sighs.

Oh well, I just hope history will not repeat itself for the upcoming semester, as well as future semesters. Hopefully everything goes smoothly.

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| Friday, 30 January 2009
21:54

Alright, I'm back after a two-week hiatus. Dear's been "complaining" as well. =S Shall slowly recall the happenings..

19.01.2009-21.01.2009

Had revision with dear after school. Thanks my shi fu for teaching me! =)


22.01.2009

After weeks of pressure, accounts CA2's over at last! And dear's so showoff! =X Dear brought me to some relaxation after that. x3 But before that, he went home to get changed and he hai wo! Humph! I finally got to see his mum in an accidental chance. =X And was invited into his house.


23.01.2009

Went dear's house again and was frightened by his dog. =( Cleaned up mum's room in the evening as dear used my computer. Off to market after that to get something, then to Jurong Point. Back to market place again and dinner-ed only at 10pm plus. Had yuan yang, but dear said the one at Bishan tastes better. He still prefers the lady who cooked it! =(


24.01.2009-25.01.2009

Slept for about an hour and woke up at 4am to get ready for work. Got home only at 1.30pm on Sunday. Shower-ed and lunch, then off to bed at 3pm with my qing ai de. :) But my tiredness is nothing as compared to dear who haven't slept for more than 70 hours (as mentioned in his blog). Poor dear. =( Oh, and I hurt my left toe as well. And it's still painful till now. =( I'm really afraid my nail will drop off. Please bless that I'll be alright. =X

Reunion dinner at night and dear was late! =X *shakes head* - first meal and was late. =X Oops, I'm just joking dear. =X Guess I've eaten too much for the late lunch, I didn't have much appetite for the steamboat. And the same goes for dear. =X

Too shag, and I fell asleep halfway messaging dear. =X


26.01.2009

Woke up at 9.30am for breakfast. Those few hours of sleep ain't enough! =( Slept in the afternoon while waiting for dear to come. Attitude-d dear when he reached as I just got up not long ago, and we're running late. I'm sorry, dear. =( Watched "The Wedding Game" at Cineleisure and had my long-craved popcorn. =D Dinner-ed at Pastamania, then home-d.


27.01.2009

Woke up at 6.30am for work. Damn shag. Flu's came looking for me again early in the morning. Thought it's just normal morning flu, only to realised that it's not in the afternoon. =S Got home at 11am with a ride from uncle. =D Lunch-ed, then came in my room. Siblings were all in my room and eldest brother suggested having Sakae Sushi for dinner. Message-d dear immediately to ask if he's free at night. =D Off to grandmother's house after that. Stayed till 6pm, then went to second brother's house as we waited for the time to pass. Off to Causeway Point at 7.10pm. Thanks dear for getting the seats first. x3


28.01.2009

Got back accounts' paper. Was so scared, all thanks to dear. =( And he was showing off again in the morning. ~.~ I forgot what we had for lunch already. =P Movie after that, and got home. Oh, and we got another cup of slurpee. One more design to go before I complete my collection of the MapleStory slurpee cups.

And I think it's the fourth consecutive days that I fell asleep while messaging dear. =X


29.01.2009

Flu's getting serious and I was feeling cold for the day. Thought I'm falling sick again, but thankfully I'm not. I forgot what we had for lunch again. Haas. =X Dear went home to get changed again as he's coming my house to "bai nian". Wanted to go Jurong Point after that but decided to have our sleep as I'm lazy, and I know dear's tired. I'm so thoughtful right, dear? =P Slept till almost 7pm and had dinner at around 8pm. Dear left only at 10pm as he.. hahs, shan't mention about it here. =P And it's really home sweet home for dear.


30.01.2009

Sneezed four consecutive times when I woke up in the morning, and thrice as I woke up in the evening. =\ Okay, it doesn't seem serious. Was very late as compared to yesterday because 234 was late today. =( Nothing much about today I guess. And I'm tired again. Guess today's the day to recover my loss of sleep. Good night all!


I need to shed some fats off!

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| Thursday, 1 May 2008
19:16

Sometimes, I feel that I'm kind of weird. ._. I could be so actively updating my blog this week, and gone MIA the following week. Hahs!

I don't know why, but I don't seem to have the mood to update for the past few days. Laziness plus tired, I guess. Also, there's test and homework. I didn't study for the test. x_x Was too shagged to do so the previous night. I think I'm terribly lacking of sleep these days. Whether I sleep early or not, I'll be dragging my feet to school the following day. I would feel like sleeping during lesson. I hanged on, however. Have been sleeping in the train to and fro Bishan, too.

And teacher sort of "trying to solve our late-coming" yesterday. She did something which I hate most - comparison! She compared us with the JB students coming to Singapore to study, saying about how early they had to wake up, this and that. I know we are much more fortunate than they are. But please, I am who I am. Likewise, they are who they are. What's those comparison for?!

True, I'm one who can't get to bed early. I already tried my best okay. I know you live in Jurong, too. And you gotta wake up at 5am daily. That's your business? I mean, you can wake up early, that's great for you. If you tell me you taught for 21 years at Bishan, and you can't wake up in time, well, I think you have got a real problem there. Yea, my primary and secondary schools are just 2 and 3 minutes walk away from my block. I've been given a year's time to get used to travelling to the far-away Bishan, which is like 1 hour 30 minutes journey (including waiting time)?

And, if you are living around in my area, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT BUS 334 IS ALWAYS FULL?! If I'm lucky, I could board the first 334 that arrived. However, if I'm unlucky, I gotta wait till the third 334. 98, a double-decker, is full ocassionally, too. Do you think I can predict what will happen?! I'm glad I got used to it next semester. However, the schedule has changed starting this semester. Lessons starts 15 minutes earlier than last year okay. 15 minutes is alot, mind you. You think I loved letting you nag at me? Don't you know that I was late for like 70% of the time last semester? And Mdm Lim didn't even nag about it. Oh Mdm Lim, I so love you! =\

Oh yes, just for your information, I was whining earlier on.


At this point in time, I remember Luis Garcia. 25 May 2005.

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| Monday, 11 February 2008
19:17

Hello my darlings, everyone, and my dear computer!

Haven't been online for quite some time, and I realised that this is only my first entry for the month of February. Haah! (surely, I do miss my dear computer. but strangely, I don't feel an itch to use my computer at all. weird, huh?)

Oh well, I've been extremely busy for the past two weeks or so. Been making new year cookies, spring cleaning, working and the recent "marathon". Haah, had gone 36 hours without sleep from Tuesday to Wednesday. Err, wait.. I do have half an hour of sleep, though, all thanks to Mum. =) Since that "marathon", I have been seriously lacking of sleep. Been napping every afternoon then and I'm getting more and more plump! T_T And my leg hasn't recovered from the numbness due to the long-standing hours (just imagine having to stand for 20 hours ~.~). Sigh. =(

Will be having a short school week again as I'll be having approved leave on Thursday. Ahem, don't think otherwise okay. I'm taking approved leave to help out out at the stall only. And not for any other reasons. Hahs. And there'll be no lesson for us on Friday as there'll be seminar for teachers, I think. (short-term memory lah. cannot be blame okay? =P)

Hmm, teacher had returned the Statistics' CA2 paper today. We almost couldn't get back the paper today, all because of someone lor! Damn. Didn't come on the day of CA. Didn't go for retest either. Grr..! I would've killed him, if teacher hadn't returned it to us today. Because as mentioned earlier, I'm having approved leave on Thursday, so I won't have the chance to check my paper if she hadn't returned them to us today. So anyway, I got A, but somehow, I'm a lil disappointed with my result. =( Oh by the way, thanks to my Mum for accommodating me in not making any cookies on the day before my CA. =)

And talking about result, I was a lil fed up on the second day of Chinese New Year. My cousins were here and I overheard what my second aunt said. She said that my cousin(s) said, "why uncle's family is poor in studies", which obviously was referring to us. What the f lor! Argh! I was so pissed man! What's that supposed to mean?! True, both of you (my cousins) got into Polytechnic. Whereas, both my brothers are ITE graduates. And I'm ITE graduates-to-be as well. But, SO WHAT?! What's the big deal man?! I swear, if I hadn't indulge myself in gaming during my O levels, I would have been in a Polytechnic now.

That no longer matters. But now, I swear that I'll strive to do my best and get into a Polytechnic, and a University, in the near future. No, I'm not dreaming. That has always been my dream. And I'll definitely do it and bring honour to my family. I may have taken a longer path than any of you, but seriously, that doesn't matter anymore. We certainly are no push-overs!

Still on studies... Yea, time really flies. Will be finishing my first year of studies in about a month's time. We headed to auditorium for the talk on elective module for next semester earlier in the day. There'll be three electives to choose from. Business Taxation, Entrepreneurship, Tourism Products and Services . I knew Taxation's my choice right from the start. Because figures are my forte. Hahs.

Next on.. Movies. Watched Kung Fu Dunk at Jurong Point yesterday. I was running late for the movie. So I rushed all the way from the bus terminal to the cinema. And on the way up, Mazuin (spelling?) spotted me and called out my name. But I only heard her on the third or fourth time. Sorry girl. I was rushing, you see.

Alright, back to the movie. It's a nice movie in my opinion. Humorous right from the start. Hahs. Jay Chou's so cute man! =X Recalling what Fang Shi jie (Jay Chou) said in the earlier part of the movie.. "3 women are willing to die for me." That's really ROFL! You'll understand if you had watched the movie. Haha! And not forgetting those touching scenes in the ending part.

Hmm, I guess that'll be all for this entry. It's extremely long already. =X So, lesson learnt - never leave blog "un-updated" for such a long time. =X

P.S. I miss you too, HY darling. =) Sorry for not replying to your message on the day before Chinese New Year eve. Was busy those two days. =x

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| Wednesday, 30 May 2007
23:31

I'm feeling very sad today, just because of something minor. >.< Alright, I got two tests within three hours. The Office Application test was err.. alright? I have some doubts over a few things though, namely the date of the deadline for (something) and something else. *forgetful me* I forgot about it already. Overall its not that bad, I think.

But accounts really bothers me alot. The first question (on Cash Book) was alright. My confidence level was quite high. But I still sense something wrong. Whenever I have absolute confidence in a particular question, I'll end up getting quite a number of mistakes. ._.

Okay, never mind. I know I'm gonna flunk the second question (on Petty Cash Book) for sure. I wasn't sure if we were asked to balance the ledger accounts at the end of the month. I kept ponder over it, you know? But I didn't dare to ask the teacher. It's a test, you see? I don't think teacher will answer something like this during exams. So, I didn't balance the accounts. Really regret it. Besides this, I'm rather unsure of the classification of those stuffs. Sigh. Sad man. I might be getting even lower marks than the first test.

I know I'm setting too high expectation for myself. I shouldn't give myself too much pressure. But I love accounts a lot, you see.

Anyway, it's only a month since school started, and I'm already feeling very stressed. Sigh. My project which is due next Monday is still uncompleted at this point in time. Ya, I know I'm in dead meat. Other than that, I'll be having Office Application CA on this friday. Next, Accounting CA on next thursday (after PE lesson! -_-"). Business Fundamentals project is due after school reopens, I think. CA's after school reopened as well. Argh! Extremely stressed man. I'm going to flunk very badly for Business Fundamentals. It's pulling my results down. >.<

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